This is My Journey with God

 2019, 31 Dec Imperceptibly, already at the end of the year. it's time to do the evaluation in 2019. but it looks like I need help from others to be able to provide input for me. I think in 2019, I didn't do much for God or anyone else. however, many of my resolutions were not reached. so sad. what's my resolution in 2019? I'm forget haha. let's remember that. first, I want to bear fruit. Wow, so grateful. I just realized that! God, You are so good for me. 😭 You still gave me a good news and gave me a strange for my faith. second, my resolution is i want graduate in 2019. but i'm not achieved this. very sad, and my college grades are also far from cumlaude. this is make me so sad and anger. haha. why i got anger, even though what i got is what i did. really want to blame the situation. but still actually I have chosen. third, i want finish a whole bible. this is also not achieved. I cannot read so many verses in the Bible, when I am inconsistent and put a speci

 2019, 30 Dec Hi Father,  Am I lost my ways so far? And I didn't realize it all this time? And now i know i was lost because what was i did. just like this verse: Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another. Romans 1:24 NIV Furthermore, just as they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, so God gave them over to a depraved mind, so that they do what ought not to be done. They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed and depravity. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit and malice. They are gossips, slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents; they have no understanding, no fidelity, no love, no mercy. Romans 1:28‭-‬31 NIV I have fallen into sin. fall short of Your will. Not all from the list above i did but i have already realized now, i like doing a sin.  Father, i reall