You're all I want

2021, 18 May. Zechariah 5-8 Jude 1 Psalms 139:17-24 Hi Father. My mood is really ruined. I don’t want to do anything. Even I woke up early. But I like numb and just laying in my bed. I just hearing a song. Draw me closed to You. Draw me close to you Never let me go I lay it all down again To hear you say that I’m your friend You are my desire No one else will do ‘Cause nothing else can take your place To feel the warmth of your embrace Help me find the way Bring me back to you You’re all I want You’re all I’ve ever needed You’re all I want Help me know you are near Toni forced that much last night to my pain, even though I know he means to help me. I want to running away. I build wall. I lock everything. I hardened my heart. But I want to be freedom. I really jealous with people that can made up with their pain. Or in movie and they have happy ending in the end of story. Father, I feel You with me. Like David, who always want near to You every time. I just feel like You hugged me ...